LaLaLa

Before I realized so, I forgot that you had left.
I'm like this, an idiot without a good sense.
When I hear the phone ring, I keep thinking that it's you.
I even cleared my throat before answering the phone.

Habits are scary. It doesn't happen as I command it in my mind.
Because I'm more used to love rather than separation.

I'll try to forget our love and our memories, even if it won't work, I'll try to forget like there wasn't anything in the first place.

When I was shopping, I absentmindedly shopped for your things also.
Without speaking, I put back the items like an idiot.
"If there's a good movie, we have to see it together,"
Without knowing, I have those kind of thoughts.

Did you have moments like these? At least once?
Or did it just stop right after we broke up?

I'll try to change, like how you changed.
Now, I'm going to love again.
When time goes by, and I keep living life,
I'll probably get used to somebody else, too.

I'll try to forget our love and our memories, even if it won't work, I'll try to forget like there wasn't anything in the first place.

You should forget me, and
I'll try to change, like how you changed.
Now, I'm going to love again.
When time goes by, and I keep living life,
I'll probably get used to somebody else, too.

I'll try to forget our love and our memories, even if it won't work, I'll try to forget like there wasn't anything in the first place.

Sorray guys fer the lateness xDDD PICS ARE UP!!! :D

Youtube Concert @ PHHS!!!

Secksii Me, Freshie Renee, Gabe Bondoc the awesome hot star guitarist, and Sheeners

Cable Car Star... and us.



Gabe (enthusiastically) autographing my... boxers...! :D





Some more? :]




And the hottest one...
Lori ---> signs on my... bakside... ;]
P.S. wen autographing she said "CUTE boxers!" :DDD
so did this other gurl who signed in pink... xD


yeupp thats the end of this little adventure :]
See ya on the NEXT SAM"S AMAZINGLY (yet somehow disturbingly funny) ADVENTURE!!!


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YOUTUBE CONCERT!!!

wow... it was...
grreeeaat!!! :DDD
ok besides the OTHER stuff like cold weatherish x_X
it was reallay fun and awesome experience!!! ^^

Cable Car Stars <-- these guys were the soul! hip hop. really swell guys. funny too :P

Reynard Silva <-- this guy wow. srsly gurls. theres no need to trample him x] but yea good voice

Gabe Bondoc <-- awesome guitar player + singer as well... and most enthusiastic about signing...nvm (explain later)

Lori Abucayan <-- cute singer... also commented on my...

ok.

so those who don't kno already.
me and my buddy o pal> CHARLIE VUONG (tall azn looking dude)

ahaha decided cuz we didnt have $$ to buy the posters to get signed D:
he asked if he could get their autograph on his boxer briefs and one of the cable guys signed it!!!

and then eventually we both got them all to sign both of ours :}
ahahahah!!! :DDD

i got like this other gurl who was filling in fer reynard (who left early to avoid being mobbed), who ALSO said my penguin boxers were cute :]

Gabe was the most "enthusiastic" about signin our boxers... he signed it on charlies "bak" of the briefs and near the bak fer me cuz i was running out of space avaliable :]

ahaha FUN FUN FUN!!! xDDDD

Pics will be up on faceboook soon... x]
and mebbe on here later...

alritey nites!!!

Friday Expectation Preview + Twilight CALL OUT!!! :D

ok...

TO DO LIST:
Friday.
Survive skool...
go play some serious man to man Super Smash :]
go to Youtube concert.
avoid any spoilers or opinions on the MOVIE TWILIGHT.

CALLOUT!!!

ME = want to see Twilight... (but not alone D;)
if anyone wants to go Saturday morning? or iono. lemme kno xD
otherwise i'll just have to sit through EVERYone's version and comments on it all by my lonesome self x]

(i dislike spoilers >_<) so dont do it!!! :)

Twilight-Youtube-Bang,Kill,orMarry?

hmmm...


quickie before going bak to my phailing computersci hw.

Anyone going to the Youtube concert on friday? :]
yea i'm going... gotta bring Blankets or something to keep dry warm and toasty :]

dunno if i'll watch twilight like the REST of the WORLD :DDD
ahaha


ooOOo... that reminds me.
i had SOO much fun in Government class ehehh. :]

why?
Alex N. & Edal M. wow you guys... wow.

so A. brought up a interesting game?
called "BANG, KILL, MARRY?"

so the point of the ... game was "if given three gurl's name, who would you 'bang', or 'kill or marry??

i was like 0__o...
so i pointed at Mr. Edal <-- my hero. (now) and said. "Ask him!" so Alex did. and like wow... Gurl 1. Bang. cuz out of the 3 ish okay lookin to bang but not marry. Gurl 2. Kill. cuz not bang-able and not marry and scary. Gurl 3. Marry. cuz out of the 3 most quietest. sorray its vague... but x]]] hahaha heheh i'm gonna have "fun" with Edal after his >:}
(have him fer 3 classes hehehehehh) 3 x the fun...
hopefully SHEENA wont kill both of us... after seeing this :P <--- totally just askin fer it

yup yup.
okay compsci time -___-

Tiredness

Bleh...

tired of life.

so sleepy during the day. even tho i slept at like 10:30...
mebbe cuz i somehow still woke up at like 5:45am 0__o



tired of darn college apps and maintaining "good grades"


the prospect of college is just far more intimidating. so many possiblities.

so many different scenarios. Will i get into a college? of my choice? of my preferred major?



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Anyways,


today 1st period was like... free time heheh. GO DAVID PARK!!!

haha told the sub "WE CAN'T POSSIBLY PLAY TODAY!!!" something about no music sheets etc etc. hilarious :}


(its not my fault, procrastination loves me. not the other way around. >_<)

2nd period was like meh. completely don't get it. cant wait to drop it.


3rd period was whaddaya kno... its a SUB!!! i swear teachers these days... JK! did a bit of light assignment. then totally gossiped i mean chatted with Sheeners :] my psych buddy + shirleyP. "the kimmy-cup" wonder gurl :P Somehow our topic went from like Disneyland trip -> rollercoasters -> some people -> relationships -> more people -> jobs -> people --> colleges -> some more random stuff xDDD




4th period bleh same as usual. made fun of catherine E. :] its all good :D
(i wanna get SENIOR CLASS T-SHIRTS!!!! RAWR!)




5th... mr. Enriquez totally shocked our class by movin the test date to wednesday~ yep. wats the PROBABILITY of that x]




6th. period. same teacher as 3rd. so same sub. SRGT PHONG NGUYEN + another previously PHHS doode Sang? came by as well to talk about the MARINE Corp.

pretty funny. had a pretty quiet non-responsive class... expt. a few... and Pinko gurl came like last minute... wat a genius x]

we did a survey thingy... yea.



I went home. and around nite time. i got a CALL from the RECRUITMENT office... oh boy.

"... have you done drugs? (no) any police records (no) physical problems (no)

yea. i knew i shouldve circled the "NO" option.
but hmm... mebbe some day (assuming i get REJECTED by all the colleges. even everyone's beloved SJSU, then i'll prolly have to go with Marines fer a bit. T__T




gr... i need to borrow a USB cable. need to upload some pics from camera ;]

alritey bak to hw + college essays T__T




nitey nite :]

3-Day weekend @ Redwood Alliance Retreat

For those who have no idea wat that is... it's basically a bunch of people mainly, "young people" of pretty much South bay and other ones from other Localities i.e. Santa Clara, fremont, etc etc. all gather together at this retreat place and <3 the Lord :]

yes i'm Christian for those who were askin me about that.
and yea its a Touchy subject for most people so lemme get it straight here

i dont reallay care wat religion u are.
i wont try to "convince" yada yada ya.
and i'm not like a "stereotypical" christian who says this is RITE or this is WRONG >__<

and yea. so anyways.
drove down there in a big o' van... watched KUNG-FU PANDA!!! :DDD
funny cute-ish movie... ;}

uhh Costco... food... got there around nite-ish 7 or 8pm.
got a reallay nice cabin "HAZELNUT" which was a lot better than my last year's cabin. "Birdland" omg cuz thats like the farthest away from the main site... =_= and no showers cuz you gotta use the bathroom ones -_-.

anyways, had fun memorizing verses (140) max was 152 i think. too lazy to get max score altho the darn gurls (sisters) got like a bunch of maxxed outverse memorizing. cuz they're soo unathletic *cough cough* played some BEACH volleyball...
Pool/Billiards ahaha :] where i totally hustled some guys heheh..,
some ping-pong. foozball. pwnd pwnd pwnd. and air hockey... even more pwnage, and some regular board games x]

Awesome campfires... sharings and testimonies from some young adults and older adults about college stuffs, pretty interesting. and then we had the CAMPFIRE + singing :]
had fun takin snapshots with my flash w. my lovely cammy muahaha

award ceremony.
i got most verses (3 years in a row heheh, i told you i could do it if i actually tried) got like 3gift cards yay yay yay

got 2nd place in best (cleanest) cabin cuz we didnt get lots of verses (AVERAGED) so 2+ gift cards YAY YAY

playd more v-ball packed had a good breakfast :]
loaded up on more HOT TEA ~~~~<3
and slept like all the way home ^____^V

gonna miss all my buddies (total about : 275 people there.)

yea. long post. sorray xD

will return to the REGULAR BORING RANT & RANDOM TOPIC SAMINA :]

WEEKEND DISAPPEARANCE!!!

Will be outta town... until Sunday late afternoon...

so there won't be any updates until then xDDD

YAY MUSIC PLAYLIST!!!

woot woot!!!

~ i am a GENIUS!!! jk jk...
hmm needed help from Unicorn lover gurl <-- apparently i'm the unicorn =_= anyhoos~ WAT I DID TODAYers *omg this is like xanga all over again... LOLZ*

Skool was the same as usual... napped in 1st period... 3rd period... 5th period... basically all the ODD periods... dunno why xD

AFTERSKOOL: went w/ AlexN. to get some BOBA (barcode) & terrorized hapless innocent azn teens along the way w/ loud azn music... and weird dance moves...

Then went bak to skool fer CSF/Key club joint TREE WATERING!!!

got a lil scratch fer bravely hopping the fence... to check if the water plug thingy would work (it didnt) so we had to use the ghetto far far away hose. Watched people run bak and forth with buckets of water :DDD

oh and then joseph c. (sen.) took his bike and chained it to the cart with the bucket and ME on it :] fun fun fun x] almost died x]

then alexN dropped me home *while terrorizing more innocent azn gurls on the way >;] tee hee!!! HARU HARU~

yup. oh oops music.
yea. my mini imeem playlist is done. took me like 2 hours and 46 mins to set it up and post it... (wat a newb i am =_=)

FIRST!~

Heyy =]

this is my FIRST blog…
so i’ll try to keep it short and simple (for myself)

i got this idea from another friend…
so hope that friend won’t mind me using this site as well…

anyhoos~

My blog will prolly be like this:
Daily Rant.
Any Interesting Info.
Some DEEP question. (optional for me)
Personal Secret Message. (a little note to whoever i feel like, anonymous)
Anything I want. The End.

yup. i’ll prolly end this blog thingy once senior year is over… D:

There won’t be any special EVENTS schedule or w.e for you (the awesome reader) to go by, but i mite give hints on wat i’m going to do, or go or w.e :]

just in case you’re curious haha

OKAY THIS IS LONG ENOUGH T_T i PHAILED already and i havnt even started…wat a genius i am ^__^ V

anyways…

ENJOY!!!